hurmm.. i thought i’ve moved on…. yeah… i know it’s gonna be soo hard… i know i can make it..i can go through it… but….i never thought it’s gonna be this hard…. i realized that im moving nowhere… hope is still there even im denying it… oh God… what am i suppose to do?? is he the one for me?? dammmnn… i’ve prayed harder and harder … i asked Him to make me forget about my past…especially that one person… i was doing alright at first… but now…im turning back to the same old spot…. im starting to miss him…urggh..even though i know…he’s now currently moving on with his life…and maybe having a new crush??..God hopefully no…hihihih… i dont have enough guts to ask him…”do u still love me?“….” what do u want me to do to get your trust back??“…. do i have to beg?? is it necessary??….i know i want him.. but i dont know if he still wants me or not… pity me… what should i do people??… time will heal it….i know… but how much longer do i have to wait?? if that person is reading this… can u please give me a hint??… i wishh…………………………………………….
