The Chapters of My Life











{June 30, 2008}   Jumpsuit…

wah..lame tak Hupdate gituu…..bz sangat …..bz katenyeeee…kalah PM yg bz TIDO tuh kan….hikss..asyik nak kumpul tilam jer kan…motiffff ko??……hikss….sian anwar…kene lari pi turky plak…nasib badan……..

wah jumpsuit….nih nak citer pasal jumpsuit la plak …. previous entry kan ader kate nak citer pasal jumpsuit yg biler dipakai cam “comel” jer rase…. biler pakai jerk…. self-esteem terus mendadak naik nieee… mencanak2 naiknyerrrr….. uishh….confidence level nak pi ngorat orang pon bertambah nie katenyeeee… tak cayeee???? uishh cube try pakai… korang yg pemalu..dah tak rase malu dah nieeee…trust meee….hiks…okey…mari kite tengok step2 untuk memasuki process ku di NEC…:

1. 1st kene pakai jumpsuit….Caakkk… ni lah rupenyerr….. masuk process kene pakai mask sumer bagai…. so sape yang muke cam pecah rumah itu…..takpayah risau la kay…takder sape pon cam muke ko…so..agak2 mate je yg lawa…time ni laa nak jual minyak kan….dah kuar dari process..cepat2 laa lari ok… nanti org dah suke2 borak2 dgn ko bile kuar2 tengok muke ko..pengsann………..canoo?? hiks..larikk….nih laaa yg dikatekan tetibe jer confidence level jadik high ni nak ngorat orgkan..gigi jongang ker…bibir tebal 2 inchi ke..tak nampakk ok..mate ajer yg nampak gitu….. dari mata turun ke hati…tak gituh???hiks… mati la kan…biler dah turun kt hati…bukak2 topeng jerk…pitammmm……hiks…

Motiff nak peace2 kan…hiks…

2. okeh dah siap2 kan..basuh tangan dulu ok..motif basuh tangan….agar sumer benda2 kotor yg korang dah pegang dan korek2 ituh (korek2 pe nih?? tak tau la kan..) yg terlekat kt tangan tu.. ..hiks….lantak la k… dapat dibersihkan la ok… so..tak der laa bendasing2 itu akan terbang sesuke ati biler korang dah masuk lam process nanti… so product pon ok…takder terlekat paper..so dapat laa kurang kan customer complaint kan (foreign materials issue ituh)…hiks….ooppss…cam best2 je kan..hihiihh

Basuh tangan dulu yer...

cuci bersih-bersih…celah2 kuku itu…especially tangan kiri…opss…

3. Dah bersih dah tangan korang??…ok..skang motif angin2 plak…..agak2 ketiak korang berair kan..time ni laa nak keringkan..senang jerk…. before masuk process masuk kat airshower nie..wajib yerk…. dalam ni kene pusing2 2 kali la kay…. pusing sampai pitam pon takper…. nih tok reduce dust yang terlekat kt badan korang…or air2 yang ader kt badan korang..hiks…

nampak lubang2 itu?? angin kuar kat situ laaa….(jgn buat benda lain ok kt lubang tuh…hiks..matila kan keji..)

matila kene marah dgn process owner sat lagik ngamik2 gambor dlm ni…(jgn luper yer bleh jer nak keringkan pape yg patut time nie…opss..)

4. Ok…dah bersih and kering…..bleh laa start jalan2 kat lam proses…jalan2 katenye…ingat zoo??…hiks..mati laa..kate trainee kan..bukan ader keje pon…. ok..mari…start tgk2 machine…. then…POSE!..hiks..

machine ni kalo jual kt black market leh dapat ferrari 2 bijik ni…tak nanges??

5.Ok..borring dah tengok machine….tangkap2 gambar dgn operator (white jumpsuit), engineer and technicians (blue jumpsuit) plak…hihihihh…

besar tak dier? hiks…

6. opsss…pastuh kene dera…bukak mold…ko suke2 lagik nak tangkap gambar lam proses kan…nangesss….

gagah kan?? hiks…

So…itulah serba sedikit cebisan kehidupan di NEC bersama jumpsuitnyer (wah cebisan gituh..)…. it’s quite pressure ah working in a factory… but i bet…sumer tmpt pon macam tuh..every workplace has its own pressure kan…. well.. i guess..im still not ready to get my ass up to work and to wake up early in the morning every single day…pheuuuuwwwhh..luckily… my training is over…yeeaayy…!!

mak meroyann okk..penat bukak mold….



{June 25, 2008}   Silly mistakes..

Silly or stupid mistakes… how many of u since u’re born..u haven’t made even once … silly mistake…??none of u aiteee??.. hurmm.. it’s 12.30am in the morning and i couldn’t sleep..even i need to get up early in the morning…to go to work… so i decided to write this post la… heh.. “jiwa kacau”… i’ve been thinking on my past.. every single stupid mistakes that i did…. when i said stupid… it’s reaaaaallly stupiiidd like hell… huh.. maybe im just tooo dumb or blind?? well.. now regrets is the word that suits me well..

yeah..when people say… love is blind… somehow it’s true… even tho’ the person u like is the ugliest mankind in this whole universe…u still see them like they’re an angle that been sent down to earth for u n only u… right??? and nobody..NO ONE…can take them away from you…and noo matter what happen in future…u dont even care…as long as u have the person that u care and u love very much beside u forever n ever n ever n ever… eish emo!! keji!!

what i learned back in NEC…i learned about this words ->”ichimoku ryouzen” which is sumthing that need to be avoided by all staff and every single meeting they highlighted on this matter…(haiyo)….. it means the mistakes that u can see with ur bare eyes…even u’ve seen it..u just ignored it… how stupid we can be sumtimes kan?? urghhhh…..even though Oogway says yesterday was history, tomorrow is mystery and today is a gift... wah..today is a gift?? not every “today” la kan is a gift..hiks…senntaappp tau…today is a gift katenyer…tipuuu…but …it is a gift… coz if we still HAVE “today”…we’re still given a chance to live our life wisely and happily..so enjoy ur life to the max when u still have the chances…bile kate max tuh..takder laa tahap cam melampau2 kan…sampai nak try sumer kan..(try ape?? tak tauu la)…hihihih…. hiks..lu pikir la sendiri kan..

owh…how i really wish i could turn back time..and i really wish i can close my eyes now and start dreaming something N.I.C.E.…opss..jgn speku lebey2 kay……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..

A Japanese priest set a kimono on fire in Tokyo because it carried bad luck. The flames spread until over 10,000 buildings were destroyed and 100,000 people died. (Year: 1657)

(www.stupid-mistakes.com)

bodoh ke tak??

p/s: opss..ader sale lah…MNG..Juicy couture…CK jeans.. eh cam banyak jer sales….hiks…(shopping+hopping is a good therapy for woman tau)…ceh alasan…………………….



{June 23, 2008}   Final Report

wah final report katenyer….heh..leceh laaa…sejak practical nie..asyik wat report jerk…pasni nak jadik reporter laa bleh?? alaa reporter pon gaji byk..takyah blaja botak2 kepale…jadik kerani bank pon masyuk gak aper…spm jer pon dah bleh dah…gaji nak tahap same dgn exec… so aperkah motifnyer kami belajar bagai nak giler..tapi gaji ciput same cam org yg blaja tak sesusah kami nie…damnn…….it’s soooo unfairrrr…(sigh….) ceh..cam dah bekeje je..padahal baru trainee gitu..hiks..

owh….my lecturer is coming on this thursday for the evaluation…urghh…  my head of department lak tuh..aiyooo…matilaaaa…hurmm..nak kasik aper eh kat supervisor nie…nak bodek kan…nanti dapat full marks gitu…. 10/10..over tau!.. even makan “elaun bute” je kt sini….opss….tepuk tepuk…(tepuk ape??..ntah…hihi)

pejam celik pejam celik…wah….2 bln stengah dah kt NEC nie…satu input pon tak tau aper dapat…project buat jerk..tapi aperkah MOTIF nyer buat project ni?? ado ke motif?? nan-adooo… the other day…my supervisor asked me..

supervisor: so Izyan what is your progress so far??

me: ?????????? (sssss….bunyi air-cond office…camtuh ke bunyi dier? hiks)

supervisor: what are you going to present to your lecturer??

me: hiks…(sengih)..(bunyi air-cond lagik).. i dont know sir..( senang jer  jawab kan…hiks..mati la kan..mmg tak tau pon)

supervisor: me too ..i have no idea…(hiks..bleh??)

so… for the time being.. im struggling myself to complete my final report… so after bukak semester baru dah takyah nak gelabah buat report…pluss… print kat opis ni free jerk… nak dekat 100 pages la plak report nie.. jimatttt kannnnn..kan…kan..?? minyak dah mahal tau..pepandai laa nak hidup kan…even mak bapak sponsor….kene jimat nanti nak pi menular senang..got extra money ..so can do my shopping activity..even memanjang..”abah..duit dah abis…taderk duit sangat niee…bank in-kan a.s.a.p eh….love u!“..siot sangat kan….hihihih…  time mintak duit laa nak love u bagai…sms lak tuh…kalo tak nan ado laa nak tanye khabar kerkan…ihihih..eleh..ramai jer camtuh…bleh?

wah…report tak siap lagi..tapi sempat update blog kan…padahal kalo compared words typed kat blog nie..dah siap dah report nie ha (suke je la..hiks)…. takper takper…sat gi smbg..(ke besoK?..hiks…)

opss..slamber jer bukak internet bagai..boss nye meja kt blakang jer lak tuh..takpe…im just trainee here..pedulik hape kan… seminggu je lg kat sini..hihi…s**l sangat kan..hiks…takper…ramai camtuh..tol ak?? eh tak ke?? tipuuuu laa…(nak sedapkan hati kan..)

am i going to miss this place?? hurmm..some part la kot..not all… maybe some of my colleagues and a few technicians yg i rapat tuh… im just kaki nyebok jerk tgk2 dorang buat keje….im more to observer la i think kt sini…uhuhuuhuh…. takper laa..at the end of the month tau tau..dapat elaun kan….hihiih… xyah susah2 buat keje…

some of the trainees kat sini sumer ader keje tau….but me??nan adoo katenyer…pagi2 after meeting bukak emails…takder aper pon kt mailbox tuh..poyo2an ajerk…tapi time 1st  masuk sini tuh yer2 laa request kt admin bagai sampai suh GM pon campur tgn jgk nie..sebab dier hot kan..saje je…hihihi.. nak email NEC bagai…hiks… of course laa kan…im part of NEC family jugekan…(family katenyer..over!)..

dah check email…perghh buat2 konon ader keje..padahal bukak blog org…bace blog org…hhihihih..then baru gi turun proses kalo dah bohsan sgt…..kat process line kaco org lagik..operator ngan technician yg tgh buat2 keje tuh kan..

so nak nampak cam konon nak belajar laa kan..bawak laa one book and a pen then tanye2 laa paper yg patut..even kekadang soalan same jer tapi tanye dkt org yg lain-lain…(bagus tak?? hiks..)

but ader laa 2-3 times cam taderk mood langsung…terus gi klinik membute seadernyer..tau-tau ..opss…5.30 dah??huhuhuh….s**l sangatkan…nanti update pics later eh..tunjuk baju angkasawan or cam surgeon pon ader gak yg KENA pakai kalo nak msk process line… “comel” sangat tau..hiks..

ergghh..sangat malas…. i keep looking at my watch…biler nak 5.30 nieeeee????????????????????? (i wonder…org yg keje bertahun2 lamenyer…how do you guys feel eh??)

Sesuatukan??? hiks…tapi cam perlu je kan letak kat opis…bayangkan muke boss or any colleagues yang u guys tak suke… dushhhhhhh!! or bayangkan paper yg korang nak bayangkan laa…ihihih..opss..

tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock..



{June 22, 2008}   enuff said

dammmmnnnn…. we (we katenyer) lost to russia….3-1?? and 2 goals in extra time?? wuttttf?????

urghhh…now i want to lock myself in my room to mourn…………………..

nak close the blog…cam dramatic sangat kan….hiks…

musnah harapanku….sob sob…(opss motiff makcik pon nak nanges??)



{June 22, 2008}   The Quarter Final..

Yurps…. it’s already quarter final… and the best thing is..my TEAM is playing!!!! hiks..i couldn’t wait to watch

the game…u go Holland!!!… and u.. RUssia..will go downnn bebeeehhh…hiks…

they performed really well in the previous gameS when i say WELL..i meannn GREATTT..FANTASTIC

AWESOME..yeah i know..im awesome..hiks..perasan tau…takper…..tak kalah lagik kay…team krg ado? nan

adoo katenyer…. booo to ur loooooser team la kan…

oopss… cannot be sooo over confident..kalo kalah..tutop blog terus..bleh? hihhi..

aite….still struggling lawan my sleepy eyes… aiyo…another half an hour lg the game will start..hold on

yan…hold onnnnn…it’s for your dutch sake..

enjoy ur weekend!!



Haluuww…I tuned in to fly fm when they were discussing about the above matter….

wut do u think guys? is flirting considered cheating?

honestly..me myself sometimes confused with these definitions btw. flirting and cheating…

hurmm…

yeah…in the show…some callers agreed flirting can be considered cheating and some didnt agree….

they said… flirting is only flirting ..it can’t be considered as cheating since ur kinda like just want to

“mengade-ngade” jer with other people and u just wanna have fun lah without serious intent…

hurmm..let us see the difference btw. these two words….:

Flirting -

  1. To make playfully romantic or sexual overtures. (suke kah??)
  2. To deal playfully, triflingly, or superficially with: flirt with danger. (takotttt…)
  3. To move abruptly or jerkily. (laarrrikkkkk…)

flirting bench lagik gitu….(nangess!!)

Cheating –

  1. To act dishonestly; practice fraud.
  2. To violate rules deliberately, as in a game: was accused of cheating at cards.
  3. Informal To be sexually unfaithful: cheat on a spouse or gf/bf (saje tambah..hiks)
  4. Baseball To position oneself closer to a certain area than is normal or expected: The shortstop cheated toward second base. (erk…related ke dgn topic? hiks)

(dictionary.reference.com)

bolehh??..(meraung..!!)

so..can u see differences???

for me…. flirting is absolutely WRONNGGGG… if you’re in a relationship with someone you are forbidden to

flirt ..unless you’re single..then u r allowed to flirt with anyone u like…ye ke??..naaaaa… x manis ok….(“,)

especially for girls laa..but guys..it’s their nature…there’s nuthing we can do ’bout it..hikss..(larikkkk)..n as

ur reading this..somebody might say..”hurmm..look who’s talking..”..hikss..(i dah berubah ok..berubah

katenyeee..)..

There should be a line that couldnt be ignored or crossed.. once u crossed it, it will be obvious..flirting can

be dangerous and even at times, can be perceived and considered as cheating..

anyways…flirting can lead to cheating…isn’t it? if u already attached with sumone… u shouldnt be flirting

with someone else rite?? tuh gatalll name nyer kan…kan..kan….

coz tru my experience…. hurmm..experience katenye….

flirting is noooo good ok…. it’s a trap i’d say…n it can ruin your relationship…

i learned my lesson really well k….. nyesal tak abis tau… (padan muka)

so i would say YES, flirting can be considered as cheating!!!

so guys…dont u ever flirt unless ur single and still looking for sumone ..*wink*

to those couples out there, u two!..yeah u and ur partner !…both of u together must define the limitations

within your union… When u both have different definitions of these two words, it tends to make problem…

yeahh..trust me on this….. hiks..



{June 18, 2008}   Someone’s birthday

Today is 18th june…hurmm..reminds me of someone special thai i truly care and i love…still…

*sigh*….longgggg story….it gets me crazy everytime i think about it….

urghh….marah marah….it’s becoz im tooo stupid to let him go…(TT)

is it worth waiting for him to come back to me? or not?

well..im trying to move on…but im going nowhere…

everytime i take 1 step..i will turn few steps back… heish….

I know..ader hikmah disebalik semua ini kan kan kan…..(ayat menyejukkan hati..hiks)

Happy Birthday to u…May all your wishes come true….Love u still..

later…

hiks..motiifff?



{June 18, 2008}   Another victory to Holland…

yeah baby…. we won..(We katenye…ekeke)… 2-Nil againts Romania…

Huntelaar scored at minute 54 and Van Persie yang hot ituuu at minute 87… wah…sonoknyer…

owh..becoz of this…i skip work…bleh? tak gi keje..

wah..i already woke up this morning…took my shower n dah smayang bagai..suddenly…oopsss… cam nak

MC lah…hiks…but…wut reason kan…hiks…

siap sms a few of frens of mine n ask them …” eh apakah reason yg best nak bg tok MC?”…

my colleague suh ckp got car prob…ermm..another fren said..it’s not very convincing…

wahhh then he said..y dun u just say u got period pain… every single woman does that…oik..yer ke??

aitee…then…tido balik…

ting tong ting tong…..oh God its already 12..tak gi jumper doc lagik..bleh kah?? doc akan caye kah??

wah….takoootttttt… kay gotto see the doc faster…

hikss…

later…

Huntelaraar

Huntellar yang gagah itu…

Van Persie

Van Persie yang hoootttttt….



{June 17, 2008}   The beginning…

wow…finally im having my own blog (cam best jer kan)..hiks..

after all these years i’ve been reading others blogs which inspire me to start writing my own blog..

lots of thing that i can share with others kan…(ye ker?..mati la nak share sumer kan)..

nanti gi toilet klcc ke pavilion pon nk ckp..then snappy2 gambar..nak compare mane best..hiks..boley??

hurm…lots of things that i want to write but since this is my 1st time ever writing a blog…maaflah yer..if

nuthing interesting that u can read from here…hiks..but im trying my best laa to make it interesting….

ouch…its already 11.05 pm…later my team nyer match nak kene tengok..Holland of course… hiks… takper

la..if tak menang this match they already qualified pon for next round…cikai je ah romania..heh…

wah ..tomorrow another borring day… working day yg tak cam working pon (kate pon praktikal…ader ke

boss nak suh dak trainee wat keje engineer? mau meletup NEC tuh kang..)

another 2 more weeks to go….have patience in urself yan…hiks…

later…


++it will all get better in time++



{June 17, 2008}   Hurmm..true love anyone?

True love is not always easy…wut do u think??

I’ve been seeking the meaning of true love for the past few months..

now i know..it isn’t easy to find true love..once u found it…dun ever let go..

or u’ll regret it for the rest of ur life becoz of ur stupidity n ur immaturity…

*sigh*



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